I go through way too much. I can’t take it anymore. I’m only human..

I don’t even know what to do anymore. We haven’t talked to each other properly in 2 days and I just feel like you aren’t missing me at all..we haven’t skyped or anything. Why haven’t you called me or sent me anything? Why?! This is the third night in a row I’m crying why is this happening to me? Why am I so upset? I just want to leave. I don’t know what to do anymore I’m just do helpless and confused and have no one to take to. I feel so lonely..

I just want to die. It would just be so much easier.

Why can’t I stop crying..?

When it’s your birthday I always try so hard to find things that you’ll love and all you buy me is earrings..it’s like you don’t even know me. I only wear the earrings I have..there’s so much other stuff I would’ve liked..I was just hoping for an awesome birthday present and then was disappointed. The only part that made me happy was the card..

I haven’t felt this sad in while. Can’t even drive home because I’m crying too much.

I makes me so sad that you never realize I’m crying, when I’m crying right in front of you..my throat feels like its going to die tonight and I don’t know what to do about it =(

Sometimes you have to stop trying and wait to see who tries for you.

I’m really worried that I might have a disorder and you don’t even seem to notice.

I’m so sad these days and I feel like you never realize or notice..